Reya''''sfavoriteptheworldwastheamusementpark.
SihedayLubroughtherhome,shehadfacedtlesspeople,tlessroutines,andallofitseemedunbearablyb.
Sheneveruoodthepointofschool,orwhyitcamewithsomanyrules.WhyLuandMoxiwenttoworkalmosteveryday,evenonholidaysandweekends,sometimesdisappearingintothenightandleavingheraloneiyhome.
Tenyearshadpassed,anditseemedlikeshehadperfectlybleothisworld.YetReyahadalwaysfeltlikeavisitorinsomeoneelse''''sstory.
Hercssmatesthoughtshewasweirdandshehadneverhadmanyfriends.Shewasn''''tiedinanythingtaughtatschool,andnaturally,theteachersdidn''''tlikeher.
Hercoworkersattheamusementparkbarelyiedwithher.
Tobefair,inthebeginning,theyatleasttriedtoioparties.Butafterrealizingsheneverehem,andafterlearningshehadacopforafather,thoseinvitationsquietlystopped.
ItwasasifGodhadcarelesslydroppedherintothisworld,andshehadlearowalkitsstreetswithouteverreallytougtheground.
Andincreasingly,shewasmorecertainthahatshedidn''''tbelonghere.Notjustbecauseherbodywasuhergirls'''',butbecauseshedoubtedtheverylogicthatheldthisworldtogether.
Roles,titles,expectations—theyedaroundpeoplelikecords,turniopuppetswhomovedwithoutwill.Onlyinthechaosandeuphoriaoftheamusementparkcouldshetemporarilyfeeflickerofrelease.
Whenshesurrenderedtrolofherbodytoaplungingride,whentheworldspuntoofasttoholdform,there—rightthere—shetastedfreedom.Thekindthatmadeherwonderifhersoulhadcrossedathreshold.
Shelovedhidinginsidemases,speakingthroughastranger''''svoice,steppingintoiedlives.Whowouldshebetoday?Whatwoulditfeelliketobeesomeoneelse?
Blendingintovariousroleshelpedherimagikindofbeingshereallywas.
Here,Reyacouldshedtheweightofwhatsheposedtobeandtouchherraw,authenticstateofbeing:aspiritthatrefusedtobetamed.
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